what the future holds
Pretty odd topic for my first blog entree, right? you don't even know me.
something about the state of the world makes me question my decision to be so future-oriented. I'm at a great age to get married, maybe have kids too. but how do i even do that?
I don't have enough money for a kid (I only want one). If i get sick in the process, how much will that cost me, assuming i have poor insurance. I'm not a pessimist, or doomer, I'm just practical.
I'm willing to throw away my "dream" of moving to [guess which country] due to worries my salary won't be on par with my current US salary (it wont be). but then I think...
"Oh, my husband will make some money too". Which makes sense. but, who says I'm entitled to a husband?
Gen Z is of the idea that marriage and children are either a waste of life or a path to bankruptcy -- I don't completely disagree. However, its something i will mourn if it doesn't happen. stupid me, wanting to fall in love and have a kid. classic.